snufcin:

u ever wonder how a usually physically healthy person would react if u transferred ur pain onto them temporarily…like how would they react?? bc it does feel bad to me but im so used to just pushing through it and coping with it that im not even sure how bad my symptoms are anymore? how do u rate pain when u’ve basically experienced it nonstop for five years??? uugh im just constantly doubting myself atm thinking im pathetic and that anyone else would think the pain is nothing and im being pathetic