aphrodeiti:

Do you ever become desensitized to your own trauma?? Like you’ve been dealing with it for so long that when you accidentally let it slip out in conversation and the persons like “um oh my god?” You’re like wow I forgot my life has been one unspeakable horror after another #noted

I dont know if I’m a hypochondriac

Or if i just want to find some where i belong.

I dont know if I’m autistic but it feels right

I dont know if i have chronic pain, but this doesn’t feel ‘normal’

I dont know if i am manic depressive but you’d can’t be what every one feels

I dont know if i have generalised anxiety but why else would i be this way

I dont know if i have ptsd, but why does this feel like a conditioned response

I dont know if i have did, but so many symptoms would make sense if i did.

I dont kniw what’s wrong with me.

I just want to feel okay.

I just want to know I’m not alone.

That I’m not crazy.