
Author: immortalwave

Sketch of a new OC.
His name is Bjuri, and he really likes space.
He’s staying on earth temporarily while his race finds them a new planet to inhabit.
someone: hey do u remember whe-
me: no
someone: do u remember wh-
me: no
someone: do u remember who th-
me: I DONT HECKING REMEMBER!!!!
I’m supposed to be a ‘survivor’ but I don’t feel like I survived. I feel like I died back then and my body just keeps existing.
what’s a personality. do they sell them on amazon
Do you ever become desensitized to your own trauma?? Like you’ve been dealing with it for so long that when you accidentally let it slip out in conversation and the persons like “um oh my god?” You’re like wow I forgot my life has been one unspeakable horror after another #noted
i love myself but i dont love me back
i thought everything was kinda calm but turns out i’m just ignoring every single one of my problems
you’re not too sensitive. you’re not overreacting. if it hurts you, it hurts you.
I dont know if I’m a hypochondriac
Or if i just want to find some where i belong.
I dont know if I’m autistic but it feels right
I dont know if i have chronic pain, but this doesn’t feel ‘normal’
I dont know if i am manic depressive but you’d can’t be what every one feels
I dont know if i have generalised anxiety but why else would i be this way
I dont know if i have ptsd, but why does this feel like a conditioned response
I dont know if i have did, but so many symptoms would make sense if i did.
I dont kniw what’s wrong with me.
I just want to feel okay.
I just want to know I’m not alone.
That I’m not crazy.

