Issues i guess

I’ve really come to hate my birth name the past few years. It represents a me that only exists to serve. A me that is only there to help and must obey and be polite no matter what others say to me. A me that isn’t allowed to be anything but kind, forgiving and soft. A helper. An aide. An educator. A knowledgeable employee. Perky. Excited. Stupid.

My birth name is a false face i put on to tolerate people that don’t deserve anything from me. A label for the person they want to pretend i am.

I want to go by Wave in my home life but im too scared of what my family, friends, spouse would even say to a name like that. Its not ‘normal’. Im ‘not trans enough’ to have a dead name, so how could i even ask?

So what do i do? Suffer with hearing the name of a lie used to describe me? Live in fear? Just deal with the sharp stab to my heart every time i hear that god awful name?

I dont know what to do.

halfeatenzebra:

This guy has been sitting around for quite a while now. Originally I made him for someone but they changed their mind.

So now this monster is up for adoption! He’s based on the monster “Vulkin” from the game Undertale.
He is just under 8" tall and handmade. I took a picture of the bottom to show that he has some imperfections.

He is $25 plus estimated shipping. Just message me if interested!