Author: immortalwave

avatarerin:

avatarerin:

I’m Erin and my family needs at least $10 to eat this week. If you can or want to donate any money, even if it’s 5 cents or 1 cent it would be greatly appreciated. I will repay anyone who donates in any way I can. I appreciate and love all of y’all and we are going through terrible times, bills are constantly popping up and we are in heavy medical debt, which is where so much of our money goes to. Reblogs help as much a donations and nobody has to donate if they don’t want to or can’t, no worries, no stress, I understand! I know times are hard for everyone and no one should feel guilty for not donating. Please don’t send me hate, I will block you.

paypal or youcaring or cash.me

hey so i need to buy my mom’s medicine and her insurance won’t pay for all of it and so she needs 30 dollars to pay for it, which we don’t have. so if anybody could donate like 5 cent or something, we’d greatly appreciate it. i hate begging no one understands how much it hurts to, what a blow it is to the ego. reblogs help as well and thank you all!

threethirtythree-am:

Do you ever get in one of those moods where you really hope someone will try to hurt you so you can lash out and attack back because you’re incredibly angry about being a victim but you’d never hurt anyone without a valid reason and you’re so mad that you never really fought back in the past with anything and it’s eating you alive and you just want to prove that you’re not someone anyone should fuck with anymore

traumagenicangel:

just some abused kid things

– never being able to relax when adults are around even when you know they mean well

– “why are you giving me things what do you want from me”

– or “i cant take things because this will be used against me later”

– being jealous of other people because their parents are better than yours

– feeling guilty for being jealous

– an endless cycle of “fuck them!” “but it was my fault so im gonna be angry at myself” “im gonna direct that anger outwards” “fuck them!” “but-”

– people telling you to ‘get over it’

– “boys will be boys” apparently applying to older men as well

– no-one believing you when you tell them whats going on

– are my mental illnesses caused by the abuse or was the abuse caused by my mental illnesses

– flinching whenever anyone moves their hands too fast

– anxiety for no reason

This hits home a little too hard for me to handle rn…