Tag: mental health

I dont know if I’m a hypochondriac

Or if i just want to find some where i belong.

I dont know if I’m autistic but it feels right

I dont know if i have chronic pain, but this doesn’t feel ‘normal’

I dont know if i am manic depressive but you’d can’t be what every one feels

I dont know if i have generalised anxiety but why else would i be this way

I dont know if i have ptsd, but why does this feel like a conditioned response

I dont know if i have did, but so many symptoms would make sense if i did.

I dont kniw what’s wrong with me.

I just want to feel okay.

I just want to know I’m not alone.

That I’m not crazy.

wolfblades:

People always ask if your trauma changed you but I was young, I don’t know who I was before my trauma. I don’t know who I would’ve been without it and I never will know.

All i know of myself is the shut downs when some one raises their voice. The anxiety and stress associated with basic physical contact. The fear of pain everytime I even hold hands with anyone.

I dont know who i was before.