Autobiography snippet

I was born on October 11th, 1994, to John (28) and Cozette (23). The second child, first daughter to the family. I had an older brother Zackery who is 2 ½ years older than me. When i was born we lived in a small brown house that i don’t remember at all, but has been pointed out to me more than once. We then moved into my Grandma’s basement. This Grandma being my mom’s mother. I’ve been told of walls painted with handprints and an ant problem.We lived there until i was around 4 yrs old.

Girls with long hair are cute
Girls with short hair are cute
Girls with no hair are cute
Girls who wear make up are cute
Girls who dont wear make up are cute
Girls who are athletic are cute
Girls who are chubby are cute
Girls who wear jeans are cute
Girls who wear skirts are cute
Girls that are confident are cute
Girls that are shy are cute
MtF girls are cute
Girls are cute
But if youre a bitch for no reason I probably dont think youre cute

Boys with long hair are cute
Boys with short hair are cute
Boys with no hair are cute
Boys with facial hair are cute
Boys without facialhair are cute
Boys who are athletic are cute
Boys who are chubby are cute
Boys who wear jeans are cute
Boys who wear skirts are cute
Boys that are confident are cute
Boys that are shy are cute
FtM boys are cute
Boys are cute
But if youre an ssshole for no reason I probably dont think youre cute

i fucked up

i fuccked up. i dont think ive cried this much in years. hes not mad at me but that just makes me feel even worse. i betrayed him and he loves me enough that he isnt mad or yelling at me. i hurt him. i hurt him bad and i can feel it. i didnt want to. i didnt mean to. i dont even know how to tell him how much i messed up and how sorry i really am and i regret it more than i thought possible…