I just want you there. I just want you to show up and tell me al my fears and wrries are just my imagination. i want you to tell me you love me. i want you to love me… even when i know i cant reciprocate. and im selfish for asking you to. im just selfish. i want youall to myself. and i cant have you. and it doesnt matter. because in a week ill be happy and myself again. and youll be thinking back about all this and wondering if i meant it.